Watching quality television : ’skinny celebrity mums’ (a title to that effect) I found myself guilty of the desire to be taut and trim again. Knowing how your body will change during pregnancy is an unknown until you go through it and it’s been a small obsession of mine to deal with and accept the transformation. Pau has been documenting the physical changes almost monthly. There’s been some obvious high-lights for me : BOOBS! (didn’t have those before) and I’ve proudly watched my bump grow into a compact beau.
BUT, now I come to the final hurdle I’m beginning to wonder what my new self will look like after the birth. It’s a slightly tenuous thought balancing feelings of happiness and excitement with (dramatic moment); buried woe. I’d love to think I’ll spring back into my old girly figure but I fear expectations as these are… hopeful?